my hopes are high that your kiss might kill me.

maddie5991 @ 2005-06-18T14:50:00

2005-06-17T21:49:12Z

It seems like i havent updated in years :-P Well wednesday my team went to seabreeze. I was gonna skip but i didnt want to let meagan go by herself. Well i woke up and everything and i accicentally fell back asleep on my couch until 6 30 and i had to be out of my house by 645. Ughh i got ready in 10 minutes! well we got on the bus and everything and i sat across from morgan and katie and rob and kenny and eric. Well while we were on the bus i started realizing how much i liked kenny. i like him pretty much the whole year but i thought he hated me so i just forgot about it. Well we got to the park and the first ride me meagan and rob went on was the Jack Rabbit. Then Rob went on the Screamin' Eagle cause i was too scared to go on it at first. Then me Trace, Ryan, Rob, and Meg went on the swings. Then me, Rob and Trace went on the Screamin Eagle. We got something to eat with tom, robbie richardson, and ryan and josh. Then me meg trace and tom went on the teacups and then me trace meg and rob went on the pirate ship and then tracey started gagging and she was like leaning over my legs like she was gonna puke :P After that we got Miss Rubley to go on the Whirlwind with me meg and tracey. Then me meg trace and rob went on the bob sleds? or whatever the hell they are called. Then we went on Screamin' Eagle again. We brought Miss Rubley on the Jack ass or whatever its called and then i convinced her to go on the Screamin Eagle with me, rob, beefy, and kenny. Hahah her face was hilarious. Then i hung out with tracey, rob and kenny the rest of the day cause i lost meg. Then me kenny, meg and eric went on the Whirlwind again. It was hilarious. Eric and meg went on the JackAss and me and kenny went on the Screamin' Eagle again! oh my god, this kid from my homeroom puked right before we got on and i was wicked nervous. i was like "oh my god kenny, am i gonna be okay!? do you think i'll puke?" and hes like "no maddie you'll be fine" he was amazing. And then when we were on it i was like screaming cause i hate heights. I almost grabbed his hand and he thought i was going to too. When we got off i gave him a hug cause i was wicked nervous and he helped me through the whole thing. I LOVE KENNY :-P Then he and i hung out cause we had to leave soon and i asked him to be my bus buddy and he said he would. We were on the bus and i kept hugging him and then he put his arm around me and i was like "kenny, i think i like you..." and hes like "thats cool" and i was like "yeah we should be boyfriend and girlfriend" and hes like "maybe we should" and i was like yesss. But then i kissed him on the cheek and meg got a picture of it. Then i was like "okay kenny by the end of the bus ride i'm going to give you a kiss." and hes like "okay i dont care" well i kissed him on the lips twice and it was really cute. And then meagan was talking to him and shes like "kenny, you should ask maddie out tonight online" and kenny was like "okay maybe i will" and i pretended like i didnt hear it. Well he did ask me out but i told him to give it a couple of days. Well today in school near the busses kenny was like "maddie..." and i was like "yeah?" and he goes "will you go out with me?" awhh it was so cute, i got the biggest smile and said yes. He's so amazing. and then today he said "i love you" to me.

sorry it was such a long entry but i havent updated in a while. Kuddos for those who read the whole thing:-*

KENNY KRAPF:-*<3

maddie5991 @ 2005-05-31T17:57:00

2005-05-31T22:01:56Z

i stole this from mariah, but its adorable. PSHHH NICK YOU SHOULD READ THISS [hint hint, wink wink]

this is how a girl should be treated. This is wicked cuteee<3

Tell her you think shes cool.
Tell her why you think shes so cool.
Smell her hair.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she`ll love it.
Hold her hand and skip.
Hold her hand and run.
Just hold her hand.
Pick flowers from other peoples gardens and give them to her.
Tell her she's pretty.
Let her pay if she wants to.
Introduce her to your friends as the coolest girl you know.
Sit in the park and talk to her. [i would love to have a picnic in the park]
JUST TALK TO HER. about everything
Take her to the library
TAKE HER ANYWHERE.
Tell her dirty jokes.
TELL HER HAPPY STORIES.
TELL HER SAD STORIES.
TELL HER YOUR STORIES.
TELL HER ANYTHING
Tell her stupid jokes.
Write poems about her.
Just walk with her.
Throw pebbles at her window. thats in the movies.
When she starts swearing at you, ... tell her you love her.
Take her to shows of bands shes never heard of.
Hold her hand in the mosh pit.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Call her.
Call her back if she calls you.
Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
Carve your names into a tree. awh i would love to do this.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Give her piggy-back rides.
Go see her band play even if they really suck, and tell her they were great.
Give her space if she needs it.
Push her on swings.
Stay up with her all night when shes sick.
Make up pet names for her, but cool ones, not sappy ones.
Teach her guitar.
Lend her your cds.
Write on her.
write about her.
Make her mixtapes.
Write her letters.
Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones.
Just hang out with her.
Listen to all the bands she mentions.
Don't tell her that her favorite bands suck.
When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
Look into her eyes.
Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.
tell her a secret
KISS HER IN THE RAIN
just kiss her.
trust her.
love her.
be yourself around her.
cherish her.
. . . and
when
you
fall
in
love
with
her
tell
her. [yes yes yes yes]<3

[i love you *forever.]

maddie5991 @ 2005-05-31T17:36:00

2005-05-31T21:42:56Z

errr yeah, this 4 day weekend sucked for the most part. Well friday was pretty good cause nick and i spent the whole day together alone:] i love him<3 and then he went home around 8 or 8 30. Oh but the best part was when we were crossing the street to go to nick's house i saw Steve driving by on his bike, he didnt stop cause he had to meet his dad somewhere, but he blew me a kiss <3<3

Well i tried falling asleep at like 11 30 cause i didnt feel that great. All of a sudden i heard my mom telling me that she had to go to the hospital cause my aunt Nancy was there and was wicked sick. I was really nervous cause normally the hospital wont call you at midnight asking you to come see a family member. She is always in and out of the hospital so i really didnt think anything of it. Well i was half asleep when my mom left and i was all alone and it hit me and i was wicked scared cause i live in the middle of nowhere and i didnt want to be in my house alone. Well she got Meagan's mom to let me spend the night and i did. My mom called at about 9 30 that morning and we were talking and then i had remembered my aunt was in the hospital and my mom told me she had died. She was feeling fine that day but was real dizzy and out of nowhere she was sweating real bad and she passed out and couldnt wake back up. The hospital had to do that jumpstart your heart thing, but nothing could really save her. They got her heart pumping just in enough time to say good bye to our family and the family had made the desicion to take her off the life support, and within 10 minutes she had died. She was only 50 years old. It sucks cause i was really close to her and right now, it hasnt really sunken in. I dont want to believe that she is dead. She cant be.

maddie5991 @ 2005-05-19T17:11:00

2005-05-19T21:12:41Z

if anyone would like to be cool and help me get a new layout, fucking comment! thanks.

maddie5991 @ 2005-04-21T15:46:00

2005-04-21T20:02:07Z

>-- UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits: bite my nails, chew gum really fast :-P, bounce my leg up and down.
2. Are you double jointed: no
3. Can you roll your tongue: Yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time: my left one
5. Can you blow spit bubbles: yeah
6. Can you cross your eyes: yeah
7. Tattoos: None, ew never.
8. Piercings: ears and belly button
9. Do you make your bed daily: No

-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first: Right
11. Speaking of shoes have you ever thrown one at anyone: Yeah :-P
12. On the average, how much money do you carry: 20 bucks
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7: Earrings, belly button ring, bracelets and sometimes necklaces

14. Favorite pieces of clothing: my rainbow blouse thing :] or my "california is for surfers" shirt.

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: cut it
16. Have you ever eaten Spam: Ew no.
17. Favorite ice cream flavor: cookie dough
18. How many cereals in your cabinet: 7.
19. What's your favorite beverage: Snapple Iced Tea
20. What's your favorite restaurant: Olive Garden
21. Do you cook: Sometimes. it depends on the food.

-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth: 3 times a day. or more.
23. Hair drying method: It drys itself or i blow dry it.

24. Have you ever colored / highlighted your hair: Highlights.

-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear: yeah
26. Do you ever spit: No, unless something tastes real bad.

-- FAVORITE --
27. Animal: elephants<3 penguins and otters!<3 & turtles
28. Food: crab is good.
29. Month: May
30. Day: Friday.
31. Cartoon: Rocket Power or the Rubber Dubbers
32. shoe brand: emerica
33. Subject in school: social studies
34. Color: pink and green
35. Sport: hockey
36. TV show: Degrassi
37. Thing to do in the spring: skateboard [i try] 4 wheeling.
38. Thing to do in the summer?: Swim. go on vacation.
39. Thing to do in the fall: go trick or treating :-P
40. Thing to do in the winter?: snowmobile

-- IN AND AROUND --
41. In the CD player: fall out boy, the used and nimrod-greenday
42. Person you talk most on the phone with: nick
43. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors: nah, i know what i look like.
44. What color is your bedroom: purple
45. ...Window seat or aisle: Window.

-- LA LA LAND --
47. What's your sleeping position: on my back or left side.
48. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket: Yeah, i cant sleep without a blanket

49. Do you ...snore: Nope
50. Do you sleepwalk: No, i dont think so.
51. Do you talk in your sleep: sometimes.
52. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yeah

53. What about with the light on: the tv?
54. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on: yeah.

-- CURRENTS --
55. Outfit: shirt and pants.
56. Worry: a lot, my up coming surgery, i dont know?
57. Desktop: nick!<32
58. Song: echo-incubus
59. To do list: A bunch of things
60. Need and/or Want: Need a drink, want everything :-P

-> Greetings <-
How do you say hello to your friends in person?: Hey
To your family in person?: Hi
To your enemies in person?: I dont talk to people i dont like.
To your classmates/teachers/people you work with in person?: Hello.
How do you say hi in emails?: Hey
In ims?: Heyy
In notes?: i dont write notes...ghey?
To people you don't really like?: I dont.

Which greeting?
Hi/Hello: Hi
Hey/Heya: Hey.
whats up/sup: What's up?
w'sup/whuts ^: ew, niether.
how are you/how are you feeling: How are you?
Whats goin on/whats goin down: Whats goin on?
whats crackin/whats shakin: What's shakin'?
aloha/hola: Hola.
yo/holler: yo, hahahah.
hey man/hey buddy: Hey man :-P

-> Byes <-
How do you say goodbye to your friends in person?: Bye
To you family?: Bye
To enemies?: I dont talk to them, so i wouldnt need to say goodbye
Classmates/teachers/work ppl?: Bye...
Online?: Bye <3 or byee
Emails?: Bye
Notes?: dont.

What's the better goodbye?
goodbye/bye: Bye.
g'bye/goodbye: goodbye.
see you/c*ya: c*ya
ciao/later: Later.
buh bye/bye bye: bye bye
bye bye bye/bye bye: okay?
ttyl/ talk later: none.
l8er/later: Later.
okay/ok: Okay.
k/kk: niether.
alright/aight: Alright.
cool/kool/kewl/koo: cool
im good/im well: I'm good.
chillin/hangin: chillin

maddie5991 @ 2005-04-18T17:33:00

2005-04-18T21:34:24Z

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] OMIT (what are we omiting??)

[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I lovable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your eljay and see what I say about you?

maddie5991 @ 2005-04-17T13:35:00

2005-04-17T17:44:21Z

I LOVE NICHOLAS MICHAEL JADUS MORE THAN ANYTHING!<32

maddie5991 @ 2005-04-13T21:56:00

2005-04-14T02:00:52Z

I LOVE ROBERT PATRICK ODIN SOOOOO MUCH!<3

chr0n1c9: your way more then pretty
chr0n1c9: seriously words cant describe it
mgoulet08: ROBERT! I LOVE YOU! that made my night:-)
chr0n1c9: i love you to

ahh i love him more than anything!

ej2423: i think u looked hott with the heart
ej2423: made me like get all crazy
mgoulet08: :-P:-)
ej2423: when is ur sergry thing
mgoulet08: may 10th...a day after my birthday:-\
ej2423: ill stop by
ej2423: and bring u somthing
ej2423: remind me though
mgoulet08: awh eric its fine. its a state test day
ej2423: so
ej2423: can i call u carmal cuz im bout to go coocoo to taste your coco puffs

eric alsoo made my nightt<3

maddie5991 @ 2005-04-11T12:46:00

2005-04-11T17:11:41Z

name – Madison Barry Goulet
D.O.B- May 9th 1991
age - 13
sex - female
height – 5'3"
location – oswego new york
hair color – blondish brown
sexual orientation- guyss?
what brand of deodorant do you use – Axe and teen spirit?
do you watch porn everyday– definitely not.
Do you have any pets – Yeah
do you have your own phone line - Nope
your thoughts on abortion - I dont believe in it. If you felt you were old enough to have sex then you should be old enough to uphold the responsibilites. If you were raped, oh well i guess. put the baby up for adoption?
what do you want to do with your life - get married, have children, and have a good job
ever been butt naked bangin' on the bathroom floor - ohh yeahh :-X
do you like hot dogs - Yeah sure
ever taken ballet – nope
tattoos - eww never
describe yourself in four words = i cant describe myself.

LAST...

cd you listened to - The Used-in love and death
person you called - nick<32
person that has called you - mike paeno
person who emailed you - my fajah.
you wish you could live somewhere else - Yes
you think about suicide - i used to...but not anymore
others found you attractive - dont know
you did drugs - ive tried them.
you smoked - ive never tried cigarrettes
you like roller coasters - helll yes
you write in cursive or print -Print.
long distance relationship - 5 months? nick...we're still together
killing people - i couldnt kill someone
premarital sex - i believe in that. sure.
believe in soul mates - Sure
believe in love at first sight - yeah
believe in god - haha, no.
ever cried over a girl/guy - yeaap
ever been arrested - Nope
ever dated anyone who's in your friends list Yep
ever considered dating anyone else on your friends list? - I dont know, huh

NUMBER

of times I have been in love? - Once
of times I have had my heart broken? - A lot.
of hearts I have broken? - a few.
of boys I have kissed? - 5
of girls I have kissed? - on the cheek, a few
of men I've slept with? - never had sex with anyone? but ive slept in the same bed with my boyfriend :-*
of girls I've slept with? - oh too many to count ;)
of continents I have lived on? - 1
of drugs taken illegally? - 1

If you had to give up either music or sex for the rest of your life, which would you pick? Sex. because i can't live without music and ive never had sex yet so i dont know what its like so how can i miss it?
What's your favorite bad-for-you food?: huh?
Are you a dog person or a cat person?: dog
What's your favorite US city?: orlando
Have you ever made out with more than one person in the same 24 hour period?: No hahah.
Favorite curse word?: fuck
Favorite euphemism for sex?: i dont know.
Have you ever had a romantic/sexual encounter with a rock star? kevin<3 hahah
What current trend do you think is ridiculous and wish would go away immediately? I agree with katie and chelsea. cutting. people think its something "cool" to do now and they dont have a real reason to do it. its annoying how many people do it now just because they are trying to fit in.

HAVE YOU EVER...

[Said "I love you" and meant it?] Yes
[Been to New York?] I am in New york..
[Been to Florida?] Yes
[California?] yeahuh
[Hawaii?] No
[Mexico?] No.
[China? Japan?] No.
[Canada?] Yeah
[Danced nekkid?] Yes
[Apples or bananas?] Bananas.
[Red or blue?] Red.
[Backstreet Boys or N Sync?] Nsync
[do you want to get married] Yes.
[if so, what age would you like to be married] later twenties
[who will you marry?] hopefully nick.

--------------- OTHER SHIT

1. What is your fetish? jim morrison pictures and anything to do with jim morrison and rainbows
2. When is the last time you puked and why? 2 weeks ago because i was sick
3. What was the last REAL concert you went to? a year ago.
4. What was the last movie you saw? the notebook
5. For swimming: huh? bikini?
6. What's your favorite doll or action figure? Ninja Turtles or barbie
7. What's your favorite TV character? Spinner Mason from degrassi<33
8. Scariest person to find you on LJ? I dont know
9. What's your background on your computer screen? billie joesterr
10. If you could reunite ANY 80's band who would it be? sex pistols?
11. What's the worst reality tv show? the batchelor
12. If you could be a vegetable, what would be? a broccoli.
13. Perfect show to watch at 3am? I dont know.
14. Perfect food to cure the munchies? potato chips.
15. What's your biggest pet peeve? pass.
16. What's your favorite 80s movie? i dont know
17. Have you ever been stalked? Yes
18. Strangest highing idea you've ever had? Highing idea?
(what happened to 19?)
20. If you could be anyone for a Day who would it be? PARIS HILTON CAUSE SHE'S BEAUTIFUL AND RICHH<3

maddie5991 @ 2005-04-09T16:29:00

2005-04-09T20:31:43Z

jamess dean<3

maddie5991 @ 2005-04-09T10:02:00

2005-04-09T14:26:32Z

Time Started: 10:02

Date: April 9th

1) First Name Spelled Backwards: nosidam

2) Middle Name Spelled Backwards: yrrab

3) Last Name Spelled Backwards: teluog

4) Your Half-Birthday: November 9th

5) What type of milk do you drink?: 2%

6) What is the most sentimental thing you own?: if that means something that brings back great memories, then probably the ring mike paeno gave me or roses that i dried and kept that nick gave me :-P

7) Have any imaginary friends?: yes of course...betsy

8 ) When was the last time you brushed your teeth?: 2 weeks ago...hahah just kidding, an hour ago

9) Do you listen to Christmas music in July?: mmm not really cause it reminds me of snow

10) What is the first thing that comes to mind when I say January?: snow and new year's

11) May?: myy birthday!<3

12) November?: when me and nick started going outt<32

13) July?: meagan's birthday

14) April?: duckiess that i gott.

15) February?: valentiness day!<3

16) October?: yuck

17) August?: SUNN!

18) March?: mr. aharts b-day

19) December?: when meagan fell off the roof...and christmas

20) June?: fenway's birthday [my dog]

21) September?: gross, school

21) What color is your blanket?: its white with eeyore and pooh and piglet and tigger<3

22) What was the last movie you bought?: the notebook

23) Last CD you bought?: the used

24) What radio station do you listen to?: 105.5, 107.9, 95.7, 106.5

25) Are you the only child, oldest child, middle child, or youngest child?: onlyy child

26) If you do have brother(s) or sister(s) put them in alphabetical order, including yourself: maddie

27) Do you have anything on your bedroom walls? yess...a huge tie-die tapestry of jim morrison

28 ) How many windows in your home?: 20 maybe?

29) How many pairs of shoes do you own?: i have no clue.

30) What's the weirdest song title you've ever heard of?: wait till you see my dick :-P

31) Whats the worst movie you've ever seen?: lord of the rings...gheyy

32) Whats the worst CD you've ever listened to?: simon and garfunkel

33) What US State would you NEVER want to visit?: new mexico

34) What country would you NEVER want to visit?: iraq or china

35) What is your least favorite color?: brown

36) What is your favorite flavor Fanta (the soda)?: orange

37) Do you have any scars?: yepp.

38 ) Do you know anybody in the Army, Navy, Marines, or any other group?: my 2nd cousin

39) What color goes good with Blue?: green

40) Green?: pink!<33

41) Grey?: purple

42) Orange?: yellow

43) Red?: orange

44) Yellow?: blue

45) Purple?: black

46) What is your favorite character in 'Harry Potter'?: hagrid

47) 'Lord Of The Rings'?: ewww

48 ) 'Grease'?: frenchy

49) Have you ever seen 'Life Is Beautiful'?: nope

50) What about 'Monsters Inc.'?: yes

51) Do you like Scooby Doo?: no

52) Describe your perfect place to live (imaginary or not): italy in a beautiful white mansion with pillars and blue shutters. or some tropical island.

53) Does your back hurt?: yeah sorta

54) Do you collect anything?: love stickers and things that say love on them [my boyfriend gives them to me]

55) Have you ever been to camp?: yeah

56) Do you have a car? not personally

57) If you don't have a car, would you name it?: yeahh. frankiee or franksterr

58 ) What is your perfect car?: a black cadillac escalade with spinnerrs<3

59) What family member are you closest to?: muh dad

60) What family member do you wish you were closer to?: ?

61) Do you consider pets as family?: yepp

62) Do you look at a calander daily?: yeah i guess

63) What is your least favorite holiday?: valentines day

64) Do you like getting air-mail?: air mail?

65) Would you ever go on a cruise?: yeah sure

66) How many phones do you have in your home?: four

67) Do you own or wear a watch?: yes and no

68 ) Do you wear any jewelry? If so what do you wear?: earrings, belly button ring, a ring, and a necklace. and rubber bands [:-P]

69) Where do you wish you were right now?: italy

70) With whom?: me nick and meg

71) Doing what?: having sex and fucking around...just kidding...i dont know

72) Have you ever had a sepia photo taken of you?: yeppp

73) What is your least favorite WB movie?: i dont know

74) Do you own any hats? If yes, what kinds?: yeah...baseball ones

75) Do you own anything that is older then you?: yeah

76) How many hours of sleep did you get last night?: like 7

78 ) Have you ever won a ribbon?: yeah

79) Do you save old birthday/christmas/whatever cards given to you?: mhmm

81) Ever been to Disneyland?: no :-[ but ive been to disney world]

82) Ever been to Universal Studios?: yepp!

83) Ever seen the cockpit of an airplane?: yesh

84) Ever made a movie?: haha yeah with meagan and carolyn and carly

85) Geometry or Algebra?: algebra

86) Poems or Short Stories?: short stories

87) AIM or MSN?: AIM

88 ) MSN or Yahoo?:Yahoo

89) AIM or Yahoo?: aim

90) Windows or MAC?: Windows

91) What is your least favorite number?: 7

92) What was the last thing you said: ouu baby

94) Have you been outside today?: yes

95) What have you done today?: woke up-ate oreos-watched spongebob-and played with my duckies

96) Do you like apple or orange juice?: apple juice

97) Do you like cats or dogs more?: dogs

98 ) What is your most favorite reptile?: cameleon? or aligator?

99) Would you rather fish or hunt?: fish

100) Are you sleepy?: a little

Time Ended: 10:24

Date: April 9th

maddie5991 @ 2005-04-01T10:44:00

2005-04-01T16:32:47Z

A - asss
B - Benjamin and betsy and butt, Bruce Almighty? BILLIE JOE
C - christian<3 and codyy<3 corrinee!
D - dan lavery

E - elephant! emmaa, erin.
F - frankito? flubber and fuck heheh
G - G-UNIT!<33 green day
H - heck yes!
I - i dont know
J - johnny depp<3
K - kailyn and katie.<3
L - loon.
M - MEGSTARRR! i lovee you.
N - Nicholas Michael Jadus....i love you!
O - ooberr.
P - paulaa<33
Q - queers
R - Robert odin<3
S - sex? shandelle of course<3
T - Tracey!<3

U - ummm
V - vroom vroom
W - wonderful
X - xoxo
Y - yippee yippeee yum yum.
Z - zepher

How old are you? 13, 14 may 9th
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?) 14 i would say?

Describe yourself in 5 words: nah, i cant describe myself.
What are your worst qualities: i'm really weird. and not that attractive.
What are your best qualities: my eyes are pretty. i'm easy to get along with and i'm really friendly.
How long does it take you get get ready in the morning: an hour

~SLEEP~
Do you dream at night? yeah sometimes
Do you remember your dreams? sometimes
Describe one: i saw nick kissing another girl in the hall. :-P
What time do you go to bed usually? 10 or 11
What time do you wake up normally? 5 20

What time do you wake on weekends? 9
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? nice
do you sleep with one pillow or two? i sleep with two underneath my head, one on the side of me on the wall and one in back of the two pillows where my head is.

~SCHOOL~
Did you like school? yeah i guess.
Why/why not? because i get to see my friends and boyfriend<3
Whats was your favorite subject? social studies
Most hated subject? math
Did you have a fave teacher? mr pollard.
Ever had a crush on a teacher? NO!!! ewww
Were you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? english/drama

~FAMILY~
Do you like your parents? i like my dad.
Ever run away from home? yeah, i went to my grandmas across the street.

Ever thought about it? um yeah?
Do you have any siblings? nope
If so, do you get annoyed with them? ...
How old are they? i dont have any siblings
If not, do you mind being an only child? no i sort of like it. but i wish i had an older brother.
Do you feel your parents spoil you? no. not really.

Do you not get along with any of your family? i dont get along with my mom. but i love my dad.

Do you have big family get togethers ever? yeahhhh. they're annoying.
~Religion~
Do you have a religion? no
Do you practice it i.e go to church? i only go to church for funerals & weddings.
Do you believe in God? absolutely not.
Jesus? not at all.
Satan? are you kidding me?
Heaven? there isnt one.
Hell? no thats gay.
If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you? i'd be dead? and in the ground underneath a grave or in ashes?

~Morals~

Have you ever been drunk? yep
taken drugs? ....
stolen? i think when i was little i took a ball from the mcdonalds play place thing.
tried to commit suicide? ....
Lied? yep.
gotten into a fight? not physically but an argument yes.
are you more innocent or guilty? both
Would you date a drug addict? it depends.
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? i didnt have to, but i did anyway.
Are you racist? not really.

Have you been a hypocrite in the past? yeah. maybe.

~Media~
Do you watch tons of tv? yeah i guess.
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? 4 or 5?
Do you listen to the radio often? yeah everyday. i would kill someone without the radio.

Do you read the newspaper? no

Do you read magazines? sometimes
Are you a couch potato? yeah :-]
Do you use the internet too much? hell yeahh

~Music~
Whats your fave style of music? i dont have a favorite really. i listen to classic rock. punk rock. rap sometimes. and emo.
Do you play an instrument? guitarr and drums.
Do you sing? yeah in my car heheh
Whats your fave band? green day or the doors. i dont really have a favorite. i like a ton of bands.
Why? because they're awesome.

Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: the used. green day. hawthorne heights.
Why did you buy them? because i love the bands?

~perosnality~
Are you funny or serious? funny most of the time. but i can be serious.
Creative or not? creative
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? i dont know?

Are you outgoing or shy? outgoing

Are you lazy or active? active i guess.
Have you ever been hyperactive? hahah yes.
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? yes

Basics
Name:: maddie
Age:: 13 almost 14
Height:: 5'2 or 5'3

Hair Color:: brownish blonde

Eye Color:: i know people say eyes cant be green, but mine arent hazel. they are like bright green. i love my eyes<3

School Life
What's your school's mascot?: Bucaneer
School color(s)?: Blue and white
G.P.A.?: not sure.

Who is your favorite teacher?: miss rubley or mr ahart
What do they teach?: science and social studies
Is this your favorite class?: sure

Word Association
Blue:: monkeys
Camera:: pictures
Boy:: sexayy

Pretty:: tracey.
Pants:: american eagle.
Music:: led zeppelin.
God:: gross.
Sweater:: geek.
Live Journal:: betsy
MTV:: eminem

Which Is Worse?
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: emotional
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: Blink fo sho
Being Deaf/Being Blind?: deaf
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?: bored

Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?: leg

Love
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: yes

Is it better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all?: yeah
Are you romantic?: yesh
Are you in a relationship now?: yes, i love nicholas jadus.
If so, for how long?: almost 5 months.

Ranomosity
War: Good or Bad?: it can be good and bad.

What do you think of designer labels?: i dont know.
Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?: britney spears because she is gross. and i love paris hilton.
What is it with guys and cars?: its kinda like girls with clothes. they love them?

Do you sing?: yeah
If so, what part (Soprano 1,Alto 2, et cetera)?: uhhh i dont know.
What color is your room?: purple
How old is your mom?: 42?
Black and white or color photos?: black & white they are beautiful.
Who cuts your hair?: liz's place.
What color is your toothbrush?: white and neon green.
What color is your hair brush?: purple
Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?: not really? i dont know. i like K*mart better cause they have parental advisory cd's :P
Who do you sit with at lunch? meagan lecuyer, nicole mandurano. na't hammond. rob odin. nick jadus. miles grahm.
Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?: ew no.
Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?: the same age.
Do you listen to songs on repeat often?: sometimes
Do you use internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", et cetera)?: no thats annoying.
Do you dye your hair regularly?: nooo
If you answered "yes", to #96, are you female?: im not counting all these things. and i am a female.
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?: unedited
Can you beatbox?: hahaha no.
Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?: hahah yeah.

last cigarette: never
last good cry: hmm when i broke up with nick.
last library book checked out: i dont know.
last movie seen in a theatre: the ring two.
last cuss word uttered: shit.
last beverage drank: milk.
last food consumed: M&M peanuts
last tv show watched: full house.
last item bought: the queen classic cd.
last thing downloaded: attitude by alien ant farm.
last annoyance: meagans mom.
last disappointment: i dont know.
last soda drank: mountain dew.
last ice cream eaten: double chocolate fudge thing.
last time in love: right now...nick jadus.
last shirt worn: my jim morrison onee<3
last time dancing: i cant remember.
1 MINUTE AGO: typing this
1 HOUR AGO: watching some movie.
1 DAY AGO: school.
How many fillings do you have? none.

maddie5991 @ 2005-03-30T20:36:00

2005-03-31T01:37:07Z

i messed up the overrides. what is the override for background url's so you can have a background picture?

please help<33

maddie5991 @ 2005-03-28T12:12:00

2005-03-28T17:14:07Z

I need someone's help please! I'm really getting sick of my little box for a layout. Can someone help me change my journal cause i need a new layout!

HELP!

maddie5991 @ 2005-03-25T12:52:00

2005-03-25T17:53:09Z

You were the last good thing about this part of town...

maddie5991 @ 2005-03-19T10:38:00

2005-03-19T15:59:20Z

***BASIC FACTS***
what time is it? 10:39 a.m.
name as appears on birth certificate: Madison Barry Goulet
nickname: maddie or mads
Parents names: Tony and Mimi
single or taken?: taken...i love you nick<3
zodiac sign: taurus
Chinese zodiac (horse, pig, etc): how should i know?!
Hair color: blondish brownish
eye color: bright green, but i guess you would call it hazel?
height (last time you checked): 5'3
shoe size: 8 1/2
glasses or contacts?: neither
braces?: yes
piercings/tattoo: ears pierced and belly button
birthplace: worcester, massachusetts
current residence: oswego
siblings and ages: none

***HAVE YOU EVER...***
gone skinny dipping?: yeah : -X
been drunk?: yeah
smoked a cigarette?: eww hell no
skipped school?: yeap
bungee jumped?: nope
kissed someone not related to you?: of course
kissed someone of the same sex not related to you?: on the cheek
had a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
French kissed: YESHHH<32
TP-ed someone's house?: no?
won something (contest, race, etc.)?: yeah a goldfish
asked someone out?: haha yeah..
been rejected?: yeah
been in love?: yeah. i love you nicholas<32
Been to a funeral?: no.
used a lighter?: yeah
been on stage?: yep

*** FAVORITE... ***
food: crab or pizza
ice cream flavor: cookie dough
drink: pepsi vanilla
alcoholic drink: smirnoff or strawberry daquiri's, orrrr corona light
School subject: social studies
TV show(s): i dont know
breakfast cereal: i dont care
flower: baby blue rose
number: 8<32
book: i dont know, i dont read
movie: the ring? or napoleon dynamite
candy: KIT KATS!
soda: pepsi
color: green and pink
vacation spot: disney [florida]
sport to watch: hockey or baseball
sport to play: softball
band/musician: green day, but i dont really have a favorite, i like tons of bands
letter: M
fast food restaurant: Burger King
cartoon character: Terrance from the Rubber Dubbers
month: May
holiday: Christmas
Name for a boy: Aidan or Benjamin
Name for a girl: Heather or Choloe

*** DO YOU PREFER... ***
chocolate or vanilla?: chocolate
boys or girls( not sexually, just who's company u prefer): boys
hugs or kisses?: kisses!!
summer or winter?: summer
long relationships or one night stands?: long relationships
scary movies or comedies?: scary movies
silver or gold?: silver
croutons or bacon bits? croutons

***Things That Come To MInd***
doctor: Gonzales
hedgehog: gopher? huh?
School: yuck
grass: pot.
Cow: polka dots
Canada: i hate it, eh. that word annoys me.
mouse: the little mouse from the Aristocats

*** IN THE PAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU... ***
watched a movie?: the ring 2
talked on the phone: yes with nick
cried: yeah
threw up?: no
drank a glass of water: no
gone to the bathroom?: well duhh
read a book/magazine: no
watched TV: mhmm
looked in the mirror?: yeahhh and ewwww
taken a shower?: yes
taken a picture?: no
listened to music?: yes
hugged/kissed someone?: yeah, nick
done your hw? yeah
told someone you loved them?: yeah.

*** DO YOU BELIEVE IN... ***
Heaven?: nope
Hell?: nope
Aliens?: mm i believe in life on different planets
fun for the entire family: what?
freedom of speech: yeah
Love: yep<32
Magic: no

*** SOME RANDOM STUFF ***
last movie you saw in theatres?: the ring two
Are u listening to music now? no
what color shirt are you wearing?: gray
do you like your middle name?: EWWWW NOOOO WAY!
what is the best thing since sliced bread?: i dont know.
what color is your backpack (for school)?: i dont wear a backpack.
what time is it now?: 10:54 a.m.

maddie5991 @ 2005-03-15T19:06:00

2005-03-16T00:09:57Z

001)

002)

003) i really like this one. yet i wish i was pretty.

maddie5991 @ 2005-03-12T08:46:00

2005-03-12T13:53:41Z

Tell me which one you like best<3

ewww i cannot believe i had a yankee hat on. it was a bet and i lost

ahh thats better<3

i like this one

ewwwwww im ugly. kfnalfnskaln! sorry they were big i dont know how to re-size them correctly.

maddie5991 @ 2005-03-09T11:46:00

2005-03-09T17:40:05Z

1) Your gender: Female.
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight.
(3) Single?: nopee...i love nicholas<32
(4) Want to be?: sjakf
(5) Your birth day: May 9th 1991
(6) Age you act: my age and sometimes younger..
(7) Age you wish you were: im not in a hurry to grow up
(8) Your height: 5'2"
(9) The color of your eyes: hazelish [well my eyes are bright green, but i guess there is no such color of eyes as being green?]
(10) Happy with it?: yesh very muchly so
(11) The color of your hair: Brownish with blonde highlights
(12) Happy with it?: i dont know
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: mom

(27) Your family: hate em
(29) What's your job: Student.
(30) Piercing?: ears and belly button
(31) Tattoos?: nope.
(32) Obsessions?: yeahh, i have an obsession with touching my boyfriends tummy and saying the words "skeet skeet" and "betsy"
(35) Do you speak another language?: Yeahh, espanol
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "Dream as if you'll live forever...live as if you'll die tomorrow" -James Dean<3
(37) Do you have a webpage?: no.

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: yep
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: most of the time. i suppose.
(40) Do you have any secrets?: uh yeah?
(41) Do you hate yourself?: nkanfkasm.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: not really.
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: yup.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: well i get it from nick a lot "you're so beautiful" pshh yeah i wish...im as ugly as a rear end of a monkey.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Skeeter M's Lifee
(46) What's your biggest fear?: loosing nick and witnessing one of my closest friends death. ah and rape. bad thing to talk about...knafkanfl
(47) Can you sing: meagan tells me i can, but who knows.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: when i was little i tried to fit in with the big kids, but i think every little kid tried to do that. but not when i got older. i like people who act themselves and dont care what other people think about them. so to answer the question..i dont try to be like anyone else
(49) Are you a loner?: not really.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i suppose. i dont know how good of a friend i am though.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: it depends
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: uh yeah
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: wait what?
(55) Have you got a ?: no?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? not sure
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: my looks.

(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love, because beauty and creativity fall into place if you fall in love.
(59) How do you vent?: i try my best to keep things to myself. but now i tell someone everything.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: definitely not
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: many things.

(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: nah
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: try not to let the stupid things get to you
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: EWWW HELL NO!
(67) Are you confident?: i suppose.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: Peter Pan cause he can fly and he'll never grow up.
69) Do people know how you feel?: some people know what im going through but that doesnt mean they understand how i feel.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: at times?

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: No.
(72) Do drugs?: kafnklafn. tried em. next question please.
(73) Read the newspaper?: no
(74) Pray?: not at all...i dont believe in god.
(75) Go to church? refer to the question above
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: no
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yeah. its relaxing :-P
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah cause i try to be nice
(80) Drive?: sometimes my mom is nice and lets me drive on the back roads. but no i dont have my license
(81) Like to drive fast?: ?

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: no, who does?
(83) Hurt yourself?: next question
(84) Been out of the country?: yeah
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: i dont know?
(86) Burped?: yesh
(87) Been unfaithful?: huh?
(88) Been in love?: yeah.
(89) Done drugs?: yeap
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yes.
(91) had a surgery?: yesh :[
(93) Ran away from home?: yeah i was 5 and i ran to my grandmas heheh

(94) Played strip poker: HAHAH yeah
(95) Gotten beaten up?: nopee.
(97) Been picked on?: yeah
(98) Been on stage?: yeah
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: um no
(100) Slept outdoors?: yeah
(101) Thought about suicide?: ...jnbasf
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yeah
(103) If yes, what is your record?: 29 hours ?
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yesh

(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yep
(107) Slept all day?: yeah.
(108) Killed someone?: no.
(109) Made out with a stranger?: NO!
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: NOOOOOOO!
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: one time
(112) Kissed the same sex?: cheek

(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: ew no
(114) Been betrayed?: Yeah
(115) Had a dream that came true?: who huh?
(116) Broken the law?: i suppose. its illegal to do drugs right?
(117) Met a famous person?: yeah
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes
(146) Stolen anything?: no
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: oh yeah on t.v. cause of my dog bite.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: no
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes...a bad one
(150) Considered religious vocation?: ew no
(152) Bungee jumped?: no....scared of heights
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah ...

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: yeah, there has got to be
(167) Miracles?: no
(168) Astrology?: no
(169) Magic?: no
(170) God?: definitely not?
(171) Satan?: no
(172) Santa?: grew out of that in 2nd grade
(173) Ghosts?: yup
(174) Luck?: Yes.
(175) Love at first sight?: yeahhh :-*
(176) Yin and Yang?: ?
(177) Witches?: hahah no.
(178) Easter bunny?: no. ghey?
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: huh
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: maybe
(181) Do you wish on falling stars?: yeah but my wishes never come true

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: nah?
(183) Do you remember your first love?: mhmm
(184) Still love him/her?: yes, very muchly so.
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no
(186) What do you find romantic?: the guy holding you in their arms and staring straight into your eyes and telling you how amazing and beautiful you are.
(187) Turn-on?: ABS!...all around body and DEFINITELY EYESS!

(188) Turn-off?: crooked teeth. bad hair cuts, bad acne. dirty
189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no but they're an added extra
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: im confused
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing them.
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: i love when they ask you.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yeah
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: probably not. i dont know
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: i dont know.
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Depends on the person.
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: a necklace for christmas, nick gave it to mee<3
(208) Are you in love?: i'd say so. i love him so much.? then yeah.
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: hells yeah
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: stare at them and smile.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: ahhhhhhh
(212) You wanted to kill?: ?
(213) That you laughed at?: meagan<3
(214) That laughed at you?: Nick<32
(215) That turned you on?: nicholass
(216) You went shopping with?: nick and meagan<3
(217) That broke your heart?: knakdnka. i dont wanna say his name. lets just say G-Unit :[
(218) To disappoint you?: nick
(219) To ask you out?: Mike Paeno, but he asked me out when nick and i were still going out?hahah
(220) To make you cry?: nick
(221) To brighten up your day?: nick, meagan, mike and STEVE!
(222) That you thought about?: nick
(223) You saw a movie with?: meagan
(224) You talked to on the phone?: nick
(225) You talked to through IM?: rob[skeet skeet]
(226) You saw?: 50 cent on t.v
(227) You lost?: i dont know
(229) You thought was completely insane?: mom
(230) You wanted to be?: no one.
(231) You told off?: mmm. i dont know.
(232) You trusted?: nick and meagan and my main squeeze rob<3
(233) You turned down?: Mike Paeno :-/

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: and meant it? i cant remember. oh wait..when i saw nick.
(235) Laughed?: last night
(236) Cried?: last night
(237) Bought something?: Yesterday
(238) Danced?: a long time ago
(239) Were sarcastic?: last night
(240) Hugged someone?: yesterday
(241) Talked to an ex?: right now
(242) Watched your fave movie?: no idea.
(243) Had a nightmare?: a week ago
(245) Talked on the phone?: last night with nick
(246) Listened to the radio?: todayy
(247) Watched TV?: right now
(248) Went out?: this morning
(249) Helped someone?: 5 minutes ago
(250) Were mean?: earlier to nick any my mom :[
(251) Sang?: this morning.
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: a while ago when nick and i went to see white noise
(253) Said "I love you"?: last night to nick
(254) Missed someone?: now
(255) Fought with a family member?: last night my mom
(256) Fought with a friend?: i dont know
(257) Had a serious conversation?: nick
(258) Got drunk?: a couple weeks ago
(259) Had sex?: Never.

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: a folder
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? All Eyes on 50 Cent the Sequal
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 1:30
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 1:34
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: the T.V
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?: a few seconds ago to let Fenway outside
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: An on-line conversation.
9: What are you wearing?: sweat pants and a patriots super bowl shirt...um can you say HAWT...uh no
10: Did you dream last night?: yeah
11: When did you last laugh?: Last night
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: a lot of things
13: Seen anything weird lately?: kindaa.
14: What do you think of this quiz?: long and sorta annoying
15: What is the last film you saw?: Napoleon Dynamite
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: money cant buy what i want :[
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: i have a headache
19: Do you like to dance?: sure
20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?: hes doing something that has needed to be done for years now. i love George W...and i think he has been one of the best presidents we've ever had
21a: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: Heather Ryan or Chole Ann...i included the middle names [heheh wink wink]
21b: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: Aiden Michael [middle name is michael]
22: Would you ever consider living abroad? huh?

If anyone read all that...um wow.

i love you nicholas Jadus!<32

maddie5991 @ 2005-03-02T15:42:00

2005-03-02T20:43:17Z

michael thomas paeno is my best friend and i lovee him!

maddie5991 @ 2005-03-02T08:29:00

2005-03-02T13:34:40Z

1. I own a ferret.
2. My best friend is my boyfriend
3. My best friend is a girl
4. I use the word super way too much
5. I am a boy
6. I like My Chemical Romance ugh.
7. I own more than 100 CDs
8. I like discussing politics
9. I collect state quarters
10. The Legend of Zelda is my favorite video game.
11. I have Cingular
12. I love MAC makeup
13. I smoke too much
14. I own more than 5 bandanas
15. My favorite movie is Kill Bill
16. I watched Lamb Chop when I was young.
17. I have my ears gauged.
18. I can do HTML without guidance
19. I watch Spongebob Squarepants regularly.
20. I go to the movies at least once a week
21. I play guitar or bass.
22. I love Elvis
23. I've had a mo/bi/trihawk before
24. I have met my favorite band
25. I like to hardcore dance
26. Something's outside my window
27. I believe in ghosts
28. I do drugs regularly..well not regularly
29. I am straightedge
30. My favorite feature about myself is my lips
31. I have never consumed alcohol
32. I want a tattoo.
33. My favorite actor is Will Ferrell.
34. I have seen Conan O'Brien live.
35. I hate MTV
36. I used to watch Cheaters every week
37. I have my own vaccuum
38. Frank Sinatra is awesome
39. I sleep with a stuffed animal
40. I am scared of werewolves
41. I watch hockey regularly
42. I am originally from Central New York
43. I own an iPod
44. Some people aren't funny.
45. I hate school.
46. My favorite vegetable is lettuce.
47. Tickle fights are fun.
48. I am currently unemployed.
49. I have my lisence
50. I hate spelling mistakes
51. I love Spanish class
52. I live in a big city
53. I have been to the Grand Canyon
54. I listen to music to fall asleep..mm sometimes
55. I watch TV to fall asleep
56. I only get a few hours of sleep each night
57. I'm relatively innocent.
58. I am a size 3 or smaller
59. I'm bored.
60. Purple is my favorite color.
61. I hate flossing.
62. I have a car.
63. I believe in god...hell no
64. I'm in love.
65. I used to love Unwritten Law.
66. Reno 911 is my favorite show.
67. There is a mini stapler on my computer desk.
68. Cuddling's my favorite.
69. Fo' sho
70. I have a flip phone
71. I love my handwriting
72. I own a Louis Vuitton handbag
73. I want to be an astronaut.
74. I love the song Dragostea Din Tei
75. 50 Cent is not talented
76. I like scanners better than digital cameras.
77. I own at least one Punk-O-Rama CD
78. My room is sound proof.
79. I'm 5'5 or less
80. Lying pisses me off
81. I backstab people.
82. I have been in a fist fight.
83. I have PaintShop Pro.
84. It's almost midnight
85. My nightlight is cracked
86. I only listen to Dashboard Confessional when I'm sad
87. And I feel like a pansy when I do so
88. I hate metal
89. I'm in a band.
90. Napoleon Dynamite is annoying now.
91. I love hickeys
92. I want to lose weight.
93. My favorite channel is the Food Network.
94. I don't have a CD burner.
95. Pixar is stupid except for the Incredibles
96. I own an apartment/house
97. I am engaged.
98. My computer's a Gateway.
99. I hate driving.
100. I like watching boys sleep.

tah dah

maddie5991 @ 2005-02-26T16:50:00

2005-02-26T21:57:51Z

01. My hair is still its natural color
02. I have yet to lose my virginity
03. I get annoyed when I don't get to finish telling a story.
04. I like to wear pink.
05. Sometimes I wish I could do something really well.
06. I drink a lot of water.
07. I've never taken a hit of a cigarette.
08. I like musicians.
09. I'm such a health freak.
10. I love taking pictures.
11. I have really tiny wrists.
12. I can identify some close friends by smell.
13. I'm far too nice.
14. I hate when people confuse "your" and "you're"
15. I think dorkiness is attractive
16. I've never had a fake screen name.
17. I wish I had a pug.
18. I miss middle school.
19. I have pretty good eating habits.
20. I have a hard time making up my mind sometimes.
21. I wish my hair naturally curled.
22. I can't live without chapstick.
23. I wish I could sing.
24. I like classical music.
25. Striped pants are hot.
26. I think Schylar is a really cool name
27. I usually don't get sarcasm.
28. I wish I could look in a mirror and constantly be satisfied with myself.
29. I shift between being sleepy and awake when I'm really tired.
30. I hardly ever vaccum.
31. I hate racism and nazis.
32. I want someone to hold me.
33. I like watermelon flavored things.
34. I'm a snob about grammar.
35. I am a terrible liar.
36. Axe deoderant smells WONDERFUL.
37. I wish I knew how to speak in Italian.
38. I tried to kiss a member of the opposite sex when I was in kindergarten.

40. I have no idea what my school musical is about.
41. I appreciate honesty.
42. I need a manicure.
43. I love Dr. Pepper.
44. I twirl my hair.
45. I love kissing... ?
46. I don't own a cellphone.
47. I want to learn to play the harp.
48. I'm not old enough to vote.
49. I live in the past far too much.
50. I need to remember to be a teenager sometimes.
51. I want to see most of the world.
52. Sometimes I wonder what's going on in other parts of the world.
53. I hate being lied to.
54. I believe in a thing called love.
55. I go shopping usually once a week.
56. Today is Wednesday. i wish today was wednesday.
57. I've read more than a 100 books.
58. I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
59. I like feet.
60. Jesse McCartney is hott.
61. I want the world to see me.
62. I think it's funny when girls wear so much makeup that their faces become incandescent.
63. I hate seeing kids that think they're different because they like Slipknot and shop at Hot Topic.
64. I have a fear of wearing too much perfume.
65. I wear pants more than I wear shorts.
66. I am tactful most of the time.
67. I'm afraid of spiders.
68. I get too attached to some people.
69. I'm usually on time.
70. I forgive but I don't forget.
71. I think way too much for my own good.
72. My current relationship is teaching me a lot.
73. I like salads from McDonalds.
74. I read for at least two hours every night before bed.
75. I talk to a lot of people I don't like because I hate being rude.
76. I sing in the shower.
77. Funny guys turn me on.
78. I wish I were asleep.
79. I love Reeses peanut butter cups.
80. I never have enough energy.
81. I have a friend who has an outtie bellybutton.
82. I have driven a car.
83. There is no nailpolish on my nails.
84. I am unafraid to change, but I don't think I realize the boundary between change and utter transformation.
85. I wear brown, thin-rimmed glasses.
86. Goodbyes make me sad.
87. Cold Stone is so much better than Baskin Robbins!
88. I love cuddling.
89. I run when I'm bored.
90. I wish I were more attractive to other people.
91. I worry too much sometimes about what people think.
92. I'm a billion times better than I was in junior high school.
93. Compliments make me happy.
94. I like long car rides with certain people.
95. I hate when people incorrectly label me.
96. I wonder a lot who I'm going to end up marrying.
97. I listen to the things no one else cares about.
98. I can't draw from imaginiation.
99. TyPiNg LIeK diS anNoyes mEeeh.

maddie5991 @ 2005-02-25T20:23:00

2005-02-26T01:30:01Z

You see it takes more then just thinking you love someone
You need to have some strength to say those three words
But if you don't mean them then don't even bother to say, "I love you"
I don't know what I’ll do if your gone
I think I would die and my world would end

blah im coming home saturday and SOMEONE NEEDS TO LEAVE ME PLANS FOR SUNDAY!<3

mm yeah i really want to hang with miss paula<3 + i would give anything to see nicholas but i doubt i will get to see him :[ cause he doesnt loveth me :P

maddie5991 @ 2005-02-22T13:01:00

2005-02-22T18:05:50Z

i'll come down to get you high. or maybe sing you a lullaby. sing you to sleep, a sleep you'll never wake from. sing you to coma so to speak. and when i fall down, i'll fall apart. trade in my bike for a shopping cart. and beg change from a world that needs some, like i need someone. so where are you my little needle? the stack's been burned away, but i'm so inebriated that i cannot see three feet in front of me. between the moon and you, lunacy is setting in. lately i've been feeling dead inside, like my guts have dried up and died. but every night i water them back to life

jesus fucking christ. wow, im going nuts. gahhhh! asfshfkasfjsaljfd! no one seems to fucking care.

maddie5991 @ 2005-02-21T09:54:00

2005-02-21T14:56:42Z

IM IN LOVE WITH NICHOLAS MICHAEL JADUS!

pshh, im gonna marry him and we're gonna have crazayy who kids<32